[Motherofthree]

I believe and confess that I am addicted to hydrocodone because now if I do not take them then I feel depressed and sad and nervous and a little bit of everything.
My OBGYN will not prescribe any more because he suspects that I am getting addicted to them.;
I also have depression problems every so often anyways and take Effexor daily. I have had a hectic week because my two boys have been really sick, one got sick with bronchitis and my other one with an awful earache. I have had very little sleep and just wish to like get home from work and just be with them because If I go straight to bed then I'll start feeling guilty of not spending time with them before my uterus removal and then I wont' be able to pick my little ones up.
Please advice on what I should do.