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Been there, done that.
I had state of the art chemotherapy and radiation, as well as a really good doctor. I was also anointed with oil and prayed over at church.
Yes, I was healed. Yes, God did it. Was it a miracle? Not really, there was really nothing supernatural about it. Or was there?
The part that is not controllable is my body's reaction to the treatments. Why the treatment worked for me, but doesn't/didn't work for many others is simply not known. Even my doctor said that he only gave me medicine, and that he has no influence on whether it will actually heal my body.
Although I wouldn't defend it as a miracle necessarily, I still believe that God was fully in control of my healing process.
About 3 years after initial treatment, I started having the same symptoms again. I went to the oncologist. [different physician this time because I get care at a military hospital] Upon doing that "doctor-feel" on my neck, her eyes got really big. She starts explaining to me about recurrences and stem-cell transplants, etc. She sends me DIRECTLY to a surgeon [do not pass GO, do not collect $200.] for a lymph node biopsy. She was THAT sure it was back. The biopsy was done two days later and it turned out to be benign, and all the symptoms tapered off and went away. Was THAT a miracle? The doctor could not explain why the symptoms disappeared. She was positive it was back. I even had a PET scan to confirm that I was still cancer-free.
I can tell you one thing for certain: I am no more worthy than anyone else to be healed. I believe God was involved in healing me whether it was through the medicine or without the medicine. But I cannot generalize anything that happened to me and make conclusions about what has happened to others.
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