I once dug into an aunt's shelf and found a book. Started it, she let me keep it. My mom got rid of it because she didn't like the content. I was 19!!!!
Anyway I have often wondered what in the world it was because the beg of the book was really intriguing if it sounds familiar to anyone toss out some titles 
It was about a girl who was raped at 15/16 by her Uncle and he continued to molest her while she lived with her grandmother. It was somewhat graphic in describing his abuse as it told of how he "taught" her things and that is how his wife believed the girl when she did say something about it.
The girl however, ran away and joined a commune. She was living with hippies...that's about as far as I got.
It was haunting and I still remember the first part of it because it was so very graphic with her abuse. It's just one of those "lost books" that I always wonder what the rest of her story was.
Be true to yourself first, last, and always.