I'm sorry to let everyone know that I have unfortunately relapsed.
I'm really sorry to everyone who gave fantastic support, even though you are complete strangers and I don't even know you, it's strange that I fell I have let you all down badly.
I think I am not going to be able to do this on my own. I will really need help for this.
But what hurts the most was the two weeks of pure pain and agony detoxing from 1gram of dhc to zero was for nothing. But despite of all you supporting words of how strong I was, I was not strong enough to beat the mental addiction and this is what I am going to need the help with.
I'm so dissatisfied with myself, but the depression simply took over and that was it.
To @billyboy1965 and @Jellyfish
I'm really sorry but I will give it another go.
To @Rocco, please have someone to talk to and support you when the withdrawals are gone.because that is when the real battle begins.
Good luck bud