After much meditation (and therapy) there seem to be two explicitly different ideations of who and what I want to be. Part of me wants to be Frank Gallagher from Showtime's Shameless; while on the other hand part of me wants to be like Enoch and Elijah from the Judeo-Christian tradition, who walked with God.
I feel like these two parts of my subconscious are continually warring for supremacy.
In the vanity of my imagination, I feel like I will either become the world's most evil man or the world's most righteous.
I know the truth must lie somewhere in between.
What do you do to decide who you want to be, and I don't mean doctor, lawyer, teacher, etc...I mean how do you identify yourself aside from your occupation and what steps do you take to craft yourself into the being that you wish to be?