I thought I would start a thread to journey my experience to rehab back from my brain surgery. And to vent or whine at times.
Yesterday was tough. I had to get a walker and it was just so depressing.
Today however my male "friend" sent me a text to ask if he could visit. I very politely said not yet. He knew the reason why without me saying. About an hour later flowers were delivered with a note to say I was beautiful inside and out and then in big letters were the words PLEASE.
So I invited him to visit tomorrow. I don't really won't visitors but I know he cares and is worried so I gave in. My daughter laughed at me and said I could pull my hair into a side ponytail come over which did give me a good chuckle.
So we will see how the visit goes. I am tired, drained, and still have my headaches. I had a bad one last night. I was sick as a dog that was how bad it was. I go to the doc on Tuesday so hopefully they can try a migraine med on me to help. I also still have muscle twitching. Not as bad but it is there.
I have the pic of my walker. But my iPad won't post pics here so I will load that tomorrow on regular laptop. I have never seen a walker like this before and damn thing cost $2k - can you believe that? For a WALKER!
Well what am I bitching about damn pills in hospital are $40 a piece. A pillow is like $50. Crazy how they get away with some of their fees. Yes I have insurnance but still crazy.
I haven't slept good last 2 days. Between migraines and just pain at surgery site it has been hard. I am hoping tonight will be better. I need it.
Also my babies are coming Sunday to cook me dinner and visit. Will be first time my other 3 have seen me since this began. Hopefully there are no freak outs from my 5 year old. She doesn't like scars or cuts or anything remotely gruesome looking. I may just cover up with a bandana.
Anyways, I am tired and going to take meds and watch a movie and hopefully sleep. Plus I have a 14 year old laying beside me giving me orders to rest at moment.
I hope everyone is having a some what PAIN FREE DAY!