Well I think Im just about there. Ive taken a yearish long 30-50mg a day dosage down to nada. I was starting to get my tolerance up quite high and thought it would be good to do a month long taper.
Im happy to report that the sky no longer seems to be falling Though facing a currently medically untreatable condition does occupy a good share of the background noise in my head. Im wondering if I should bite the bullet with this and find my peace with this, however long that may take. Or comply with my better living through chemistry beliefs
Valium does provide an ample "mental womb" for lack of a better word, that allows my thoughts to bounce around without any ONE thing constantly abusing my head. Yet, after all the stress's induced by this benzo taper Im not all to happy to just set myself up to do it again in a few months. Though it brings up an age old question:
What is peace of mind worth?
Because for about 2 bucks a day, it seems like a good deal
And I could definetly use some more